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Voir Dire

by Rebecca De La Torre

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1.
The Truth 03:34
I don’t love you now and I never have All the memories are fleeting and bad You don’t own the corners of my heart I swear we never tore that bed apart Things like this are a dime a dozen All my friends know I have moved on cousin A better thing is right down the line You are the furthest thing from my mind So I have erased all the memories And I have destroyed all the proof I lie in our bed and pray every night If I say it enough it will be the truth Paris was never going to be our home We didn’t spend that magic week in Rome I don’t know the lovely streets of Madrid I can’t remember the things that we did That’s my story and I am sticking to it Don’t think differently by your intuit Accept the facts as I have laid them out It ended with a whimper and not a shout Now I have erased all the memories And I have destroyed all the proof I lie in our bed and pray every night If I say it enough it will be the truth As James said I find myself at the bridge My mind is racing with thoughts of which You occupy every damn square inch That it causes me to shudder and flinch I have erased some of the memories I have destroyed some of the proof I lie in our bed and pray every night If I say it enough it will be the truth As the rain starts to fall upon our roof I think to myself it’s got to be the truth
2.
I am out here on the road Moving slowly as a toad Thinking of our little code My life which you are owed As I cross off endless miles I think of you and smile I am dreaming all the while Over our little two person pile My darling loving lovely I think of you dear only When I am not with you honey I get so terribly lonely I feel only three years old Before you I was in the cold Love was not bought but sold If my truth was really told As I pull on to your street I sense the air under my feet It’s time that I want to cheat I feel my heart skip a beat My darling loving lovely I think of you dear only When I am not with you honey I get so terribly lonely You are my day at the beach The simple lessons that your teach I always want you within reach You are my sweetest little peach My darling loving lovely I think of you dear only When I am not with you honey I get so terribly lonely I miss our little warm cozy I belong to you wholly
3.
Justice 03:36
We destroy their villages with drones They send their martyrs and their clones Go ahead and give us your best shot And welcome your national parking lot We all know how this will play out Not with a whisper but a shout So how can we possibly defend? The story played to its natural end Let’s stop killing in the name of justice Let’s stop killing in the name of God Let’s just stop the killing period Everybody now sing it out loud It’s a story that’s as old as the ages The people quake while the war rages We despise them and they despise us We throw the world under the bus If we can land just one good punch We shelve our brains and play that hunch But it’s time to all make amends We all know how the story ends Let’s stop killing in the name of justice Let’s stop killing in the name of God Let’s just stop the killing period Everybody now sing it out loud
4.
It’s Rome at 3 in the morning It’s the Grand Canyon at sunrise It’s the morning when you wake It’s the look you see in his eyes It’s the Champs d’ Elyse in spring It’s the glacier in your sights The thoughts you will always hold The prayers that give you might And now like all of those things I feel that everywhere that I go Or anything that I might ever know It is all for a commando It’s Fuji peeking from the clouds The Mississippi rolling to its home It’s the way that I feel today That I will never be alone It’s the meadow after it rains It’s Christmas day after it snows It’s the smile forming on his lips It’s the secrets that only he knows And now like all of those things I feel that everywhere that I go Or anything that I might ever know It is all for a commando It’s the things that give you life The things that strip away the strife It answers all the world’s questions It is kindness without suggestion I may never make it to the majors But I know I’ve made it to the Show I feel that everywhere that I go It is all for that commando Whenever I may be feeling low Whenever I may be feeling low
5.
We fell apart that autumn We had our shares of problems Time and the world were against us These walls started to fence us We tried hard to talk it out We knew what the issues were about But the strangest thing then occurred For we ended without a word All our thoughts had been spoken All those promises had been broken He paused and gathered his coat He left and that was all he wrote The leaves and we had started to fall All of our plans had come to a stall All the things that we held so dear Were the things that we started to fear Kids and dogs and that white gated yard The complications began to hit us hard There was nothing about which to shout It was just time for us to be in or out All our thoughts had been spoken All those promises had been broken He paused and gathered his coat He left and that was all that was all he wrote that was all he wrote All our thoughts had been spoken All those promises had been broken The words were forming in my throat But he left; that was all he wrote
6.
I meant all those things I said But I did not execute Who is at fault in this case Is certainly not in dispute I have all of my excuses But I know they ring hollow Funny I was oddly unprepared For what was about to follow So that is our little tale That is our sad story Baby now I find myself Stuck in love’s purgatory I’m in love’s purgatory I may not be down in hell But this certainly isn’t heaven It feels like I am on parole I am living like a felon I want to get out of here I think I have done my time So as I walk through these halls I hear that courthouse bell chime So that is our little tale That is our sad story Baby now I find myself Stuck in love’s purgatory I’m in love’s purgatory So I pleading with you please You are the one that hold the keys Please open back love’s door I know that I can give you more So that is our little tale That is our sad story Baby now I find myself Stuck in love’s purgatory I once felt love’s glory but Now I’m in love’s purgatory
7.
Pony 03:16
So you are riding on that pony It lifts you when you are lonely You won’t ride it for very long You can tell right from wrong You better get off while you can I have seen it time again man From Jimi to Seymour to John The story just goes on and on You say it helps unwind you You think it may refine you But don’t let it define you It might just flat line you Flat line you Hopped up on that wild stallion Hitched to that rockets tail and The glow will last forever You feel it will leave you never But you may be the one to leave first As they are putting you in that hearse They will just laugh at another fool That confused insanity for cool So you have fallen for that pony You believe it loves you only You own the world when you are ridin’ But it destroys the things you take pride in You say it helps unwind you You think it may refine you But don’t let it define you It might just flat line you Flat line you Man let me remind you It might just flat line you
8.
The highways were jammed again today The whole world trying to find its way They are all determined to go for broke They are all caught in this cosmic joke Everyone on their way to nowhere Everyone being chewed by wear and tear The streets were crowded with tourists But it doesn’t matter to me dearest Because none of that really matters For I have our lovely home in sight So as far as I am concerned honey We are the only ones on Earth tonight We are the only ones on Earth tonight Baby you are my safe little harbor With you I never fear for any harm or The madness that occupies the world I know that I am your one and only girl The bustle and chaos doesn’t matter I can take the former and the latter So tomorrow I will go face that grind I will try hard not to lose my mind Because none of that really matters For I have our lovely home in sight So as far as I am concerned honey We are the only ones on Earth tonight We are the only ones on Earth tonight This place is full of thieves and bandits But we are the only ones on the planet We are the only ones that are here tonight So baby, come and hold me now so tight Because nothing else really matters You always make everything feel right So as far as I am concerned honey We are the only ones on Earth tonight We are the only ones on Earth tonight
9.
A boy had broken my heart And I had nowhere to go So I poured myself into that seat I found myself down in Mexico I met him in a bar And our clothes we would shed The booze and his eyes Immediately went to my head His brown skin; the blue sky I fell for them both hard We drank beer; ran on the sand It was a scene from a postcard The days turned into weeks The weeks turned into a dream All my cares melted in the sun It was as simple as it seems At night we danced in the square To the sound of Spanish guitars We would hold each other tight We would make love to the stars His brown skin; the blue sky I fell for them both hard We drank beer; ran on the sand It was a scene from a postcard Aunque el sueno termino Y el me dejo Mis memorias están simepre Bañados de su incienso
10.
Burner 03:14
He came walking into the bar Looking every inch the rock star He asked what they had on tap I thought every neck was gonna snap He said “Now what’s your name honey?” Do you want to hear something funny? Does your left eye have any sight? Because you are looking so alright My girl said he’s just a burner He’ll throw you away when he’s done But I sure didn’t turn ‘round and run My heart was beating like Ike Turner Burner Burner I said that I could handle it That boy sure had my candle lit I knew it would probably end badly But it really didn’t matter sadly I have always been a burner myself So I could see it in someone else So maybe we could make a go of this Our night ended with a killer kiss My girl said he’s just a burner He’ll throw you away when he’s done But I sure didn’t turn ‘round and run My heart was beating like Ike Turner Burner Burner Just take a look at my lovely boy I am gonna use him as my pretty toy Girl, I won’t even try to be coy He has fallen for my every ploy My girl said he’s just a burner He’ll throw you away when he’s done But I sure didn’t turn ‘round and run My heart was beating like Ike Turner I have never been a good learner My heart is beating like Ike Turner Burner Burner
11.
Wicked Game 04:12
The world was on fire and no one could save me but you. It's strange what desire will make foolish people do. I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you. I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you. No I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart) I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart) With you. With you. What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way. What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you. What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way. What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and, No I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart) I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart) With you. With you. The world was on fire and no one could save me but you. It's strange what desire will make foolish people do. I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you. I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you. No I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart) I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart) With you. With you.
12.
Even 03:10
You were lucky that I let you in You copped to a multitude of sins The rogue charmer with a silly grin The wolf living in a sheep’s skin Then one day it all fell apart You had toyed too long with my heart You are lucky as you set to depart I’m gonna give you a head start We both know what this is about Don’t let the door hit you on the way But here’s a thought as you are leavin’ Leave the dog and we will call it even They say a leopard can’t change its spots For a while our love burned so red hot But I have given you too many shots You have completely tied me in knots But just a thought lover before you go Something I really want you to know And I hope this doesn’t came as a blow One day you will reap what you have sowed One day one day one day one day Yeah there’s going to be that day Yeah there’s going to be that day one day About that baby there ain’t no doubt Don’t let the door hit you on the way But here’s a thought as you are leavin’ Leave the dog and we will call it even What you give is what you’ll be receivin’ Leave the dog and we will call it even
13.
Beef Stew 03:02
So what is your beef really baby? I know our life isn’t perfect maybe But ultimately it’s just me and you Are you going to let it all just stew? But the longer this thing is on the simmer Our chances get progressively dimmer I guess you have come to know my tricks But you would throw odd things into the mix Chorus: It was all about my onions and peas It was all about your spices and carrots So now can you tell me honey please? Did the little things start to scare us? There is no set recipe to suddenly fix this But you don’t seem to want to call it quits And so it just lingers around in the air You look out the window with a blank stare Our life is a pot that you constantly stir How this all started is a bit of a blur We insist on throwing new things in Living like this is a kind of a bloody sin Chorus: It was all about my onions and peas It was all about your spices and carrots So now can you tell me honey please? Did the little things start to scare us? Bridge: We started with a recipe that worked for us But we have thrown that under the bus Now we don’t fake measuring anything We just throw things around til they sting Chorus It was all about my taters and peas It was all about your stock and carrots So now can you tell me honey please? Did the little things start to scare us? Baby let’s take a stand before we parish It’s only us darling that needs to scare us
14.
Trust You 03:29
Francis said keep your friends close And your enemies closer Everybody has an agenda Everyone’s a potsy poser Weapons of mass destruction The aliens land in Roswell Who knows what to believe? They all have a story to sell In this life there’s no one to trust Try as I might; I haven’t a clue But there is one exception Baby I trust you; I trust you Did we land on the moon? Who caused the levees to break? Takin” anything at face value Seems like a loser’s mistake Slimy politicians; 9/11 Decaying planet: Japan shakes My tongue is tired and my head aches But it’s really my soul that quakes If there is God: I hope he’s kind Is there a heaven or hell? Who knows what to believe? They all have a story to sell In this life there’s no one to trust Try as I might; I haven’t a clue But there is one exception Baby I trust you; I trust you I will always trust you
15.
One day you awake and you look around All the leaves have fallen without a sound The ones that you love have all scattered You think about things that really matter The birds you remember have all flown south Your friends you had; you hear of word to mouth Maybe you flew first but still time has flown Sadly you have forgotten more than you have known You know you have to suspend your disbelief You pray for a little bit of emotional relief Because you find yourself marching unexpectedly Marching towards that Eisenhower tree that Eisenhower tree that Eisenhower tree Every day you keep answering the bell The lines blur between heaven and hell So you put one foot in front of the other You find yourself in one town or another Is this sad? Well I guess that depends It is hard to say that until the end There have been sixteen chapters already But this one is long and more unsteady You know you have to suspend your disbelief You pray for a little bit of emotional relief Because you find yourself marching unexpectedly Marching towards that Eisenhower tree As I prepare myself for another go I think about my time spent in the glow There is one thing that I want you to know There are things that I felt but didn’t show I know I have to suspend my disbelief I pray for a little bit of emotional relief Because I find myself marching suddenly Marching towards that Eisenhower tree that Eisenhower tree Baby I can see that Eisenhower tree

about

In the days of air-brushed perfection and manufactured pop stars, I wanted to do something different - something far more daring in this age of endless distraction, perfect selfies and the incessant “look at me” so prevalent in our culture today.

Voir dire, in essence, means to to tell the truth, or rather, to tell it as you see it. With an album of this title I couldn’t help but boldly put myself out there, sans makeup and sans Photoshop magic. (See bonus items for inside cover)

Sincerity. Vulnerability. Courage.

Thank you all for supporting me in my grand voyage from engineer to artist. It’s only gonna get better from here.

Special thanks to:
Jorge - it’s your turn now.
Tom - Thank you for your incredibly generosity in making all this happen.
Mom & Dad - I appreciate being able to share this with you. Thanks for being there for me.

Rebecca

Thank you to Tim and my hero Marco for their remarkable musicianship. Congratulations to Rebecca on this extraordinary album.
Health and luck,

Tom

credits

released June 26, 2015

All songs except “Wicked Game” written by Rebecca De La Torre & T. Siering
“Wicked Game“ copyright Chris Isaak.

Executive Producer: T. Siering
Music Producers: Leslie Richter & Rebecca De La Torre

Rebecca De La Torre: vocals, piano, organ
Tim Carroll: guitar
Cameron Carrus: bass
Marco Giovino: drums, percussion
Leslie Richter: keyboards, vocals
Justin Weaver: additional guitars
A. O. Caddis, Jr: vocals
Gena Johnson: vocals

Recorded at Grand Victor Studios, Nashville, TN
Lead engineer: Leslie Richter
Assistant engineer: Gena Johnson

Mastering engineer: Hans DeKline, Los Angeles, CA

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